Short Story
Asha and Anil were in the same college Asha felt that Anil would
become so close to her that they could never undo their relationship. Asha all
the time craved for Anil’s presence.
Asha ,a first year professional degree student, was
returning home after the last exam of her first semester. That particular day she
was a bit extra delightful, for she fared well in the exam. Subsequent to the
exam her family had a plan to set out on a pilgrimage to far on. Naturally she
expressed a hurry to get to home. As
hurry makes worry, she stumbled down while alighting from the college-
automobile. A very staid sprain attacked her right at the right ankle causing
severe pain. The ache didn't allow her to touch the ground even. She at once leaned
towards one side and a bush at the roadside acted as a provider for support. She
in vain looked curiously for a recognizable aide to borrow some aid.
All of a sudden a three- wheeler rickshaw appeared before
her, as if God had granted her wish. A glinting face peeped out of the rickshaw
appealing her to enter. Anil, a third-year student of her own college happened
to witness the incident. Having no other means to move, she nodded for his
invitation. He made his exit as he had solely called the vehicle for her only.
At the first sight itself, she was smitten with that handsome personality. Her
eyes without her permission glanced round him through the corner. He was in light-
blue faded denims that suited him fit.
“Which place,madam?” the auto-driver.
“To Plamood junction.” Speedily she replied, as if she
woke-up from a deep thought.
She twisted her neck to Anil, ”Thank you.” And that she had
overlooked in the midst of her thoughts.
“Welcome!” Anil.
The auto took to its wheels and Anil being trodden on , trod
softly to his destination.
Asha’s uninvited guest, the sprain had totally spoiled their
pilgrimage- pleasure, as they had to put it off for later. Asha fretfully yearned for the reopening of
her college because she had to be in lurking
for two more weeks. She found it difficult to erase the attractive face
that got fretted in her mind’s canvas, though she was unaware of its owner’s attitude.
While walking, eating, reading, sleeping and for everything and everywhere his
eye-catching, mind- catching visage tagged along her. Unlike her previous state,
where she was in friendship with the vacation and holidays, she sought to have
college-days that time. She viewed the calendar for the reckoning days to go to
college.
She spent hours in
front of the mirror. She tried hair-dos in numerous patterns herself. “I can’t
discover a well-accomplished style. I
have to approach a beautician,” decided she.
She was never the one, who held fascination greatly towards
beauty-parlours. She herself was a little astonished on the strange aspect of
her personality at that time. It was the first instance for her to enthrone in her mind a
person of opposite sex. Finally the golden college-days set in. She got equipped with the
finest outfit, which she had chosen on one
of the previous days itself. On the reopening
day her eyes roamed everywhere in hunt of the VIP of her mind. Two three
days got over crawling and crawling because Anil was not visible anywhere..
“He may not be an inmate of this college. But his face seems
quite familiar, as if he is reading for a degree here,” her inner sense dejectedly opened the folder
of memory.
The fourth day she was
crossing the veranda to walk to the library, then suddenly the
much-awaited bright countenance made its appearance just in front of her. A
sudden current of inexplicable emotion flowed through her mind. She was perhaps
nervous, but somehow she collected some courage and halted in front of him.
Very softly and sweetly she said, “ Hello!”
Anil too stopped his gait with an interrogative gaze.
“That day I didn't even
ask your name.In the midst of the strain of sprain I forgot that,” she
continued.
“Eh… .But why, ….when?,”
casually he asked heeding less attention.
“Sorry, I got mistaken,” she walked away with an
unfathomable gloominess in her condition. She fell in the sorriest phase and
the deepest thoughts. Fast she walked past him.
She could hardly control the tiers that built paths on her cheeks.In her life so far, there was little chance to be that much melancholic, as most of her wishes were fulfilled.Without uttering even a word she occupied one of the last seats in the college vehicle.She experienced a heaviness in her heart and head.However her locomotive organs propelled her to her residence. She hurled her college belongings to the bed and flung herself on them.
Her mood stamped the ‘self’
in her as futile. She introspected , responded
and reiterated herself with numerous questions and replies.
“What is
extra-ordinary in you ? Are you that pretty to enmesh and drag a male person to
your side?”
“No, not at all, I’m only an average living-being.”
“Why then or what the hell made you offer him a significant
dwelling in the private corner of your mind.?”
None and nothing penetrated into her mind. All
the gayness evaporated and sadness filled the vacuum of her passion.Eventually she opened her mind in front of her amma(mother),who used
to execute for her daughter exemplary guidelines.The latter without any laxity comprehended the matter. She
came forward for her daughter’s rescue
and succour. On her mother’s affectionate advice, Asha added together all the impressions
about Anil and she found the sum was a
big zero.She realized then that he had contributed or communicated to her nothing verbally. The only
thing he did would have been done by any philanthropist. And besides he might
be in bondage also with someone else.
“Mistake is on my
part. I was weaving a dream out of no thread of his nod.. I built a palace of
hope and enthroned him in it. Now I know to dethrone him also. No, I shouldn't lose courage. I should ‘make hay while
the sun shines’. My strength lies in my academic gains which I should
perform with utmost earnestness and seriousness.” It was an unyielding decision
from Asha.
sarala.